The Beetle

This seriously need a post on this blog !

It was 4.30 a.m and I woke up from sleep feeling itchy on my right ear. Nearly the, I would call, the door, I touched something circle. While feeling half-asleep, I think I rubbed my ear to get that thing out. Guess what ? IT WENT INSIDE !

So I opened my eyes and was like "shit, what did just happened ? I turned to the right trying to go back to sleep as if nothing happened while hoping it would slide down.

"ouch" that's hurt !! The pain has started. This is not a joke. A circle thing ? Straight away taking out my ipod to flashlight inside it. MORE PAIN felt. Run to the toilet. How do I see my own ears ? I can't see them !! I tried hitting my head downside, drop the water into my right ear, breath out while shutting my nose, the pain even more. I could feel that thing was crawling inside. 

All kind of thoughts came into my mind. 

"what if it get into my brain ?"

"how do make it get out from me?"
"what if there will be another complications on my left brain?"

"what if it crawls into my eyes?"

"ustaz once said ants did not even go inside our ears/nose bcause malaikat is protecting. was I not protected? screwed I forgot to recite doa before I sleep"

And I could only scream in the empty toilet at 4.45 a.m. and never stop mentioning "Allah show him the way out, ALLAH !!!" Even the cat is staring at me who is sitting on the floor screaming out of pain and crying wanting my mom to be here. I go back to my room to take my long needle pin hoping that the body would stucked to the needle and I could take him out. YES SOMETHING IS INSIDE THERE.

I heard a footstep, rushed out from the toilet back to my room. It was 5.30 a.m. and I could only locking my teeth while others are sleeping. Then I head like that thing try to flip his wings but failed.

/silent/

No pain. Only the feeling of uncomfortable. I couldn't sleep. I head the azan and I could fell asleep for few minutes till my alarm was ringing. Woke up for subuh and back to bed. Finally have the gut to tell people. I told my sister, my mom and my high school friends. Everyone told me to go to clinic. I am sleepy and I got class at 11. ugh. But then, still couldn't fall asleep so I decided to just wake up and get ready to go to pusat kesihatan.

At the pusat kesihatan, the doctor checked me using the otoscope and saw a black thing. She passed me to the nurse. So the nurse just inject warm water inside my ear using a syringe needle for multiple times. It was so hurt that I cried there. After cleaning wax (this is embarassing) and I could heard them already but nothing came out. The nurse called her friend to check again. SHE REALLY CHECK IT SO DEEPLY using the otoscope and saw a black circle thing stucked inside there. Another water injections. sigh. And they took out a surgical scissor look-a-like and I freaked out of course !!

Tadaaa. here is the thing.

A beetle.

DOUBLE FREAK OUT.

The nurse said the beetle must be biting me from inside because my ear was bleeding. No wonder it's so painful :( Never sleep without earphone after today !!!!!