My two thousand and fifteen

I would pretty much say, 2015 is my toughest, greatest, happiest and saddest year I ever had. I have been so excited to write a post of #My2015 to share with my i-dont-know-if-i-have-one reader. I am having problem with my memories cells, I hope I won't miss any. 

First Half of 2015

My early year hit me and my family hard. We had flood in december. Biggest flood ever since 2004 (?). It was like a mini tsunami that God tested Malaysia. Then, the hardest test Allah gave to us was, my second brother, he was near death because of kencing tikus virus. I rarely heard people survived from the virus. I asked my medic friends everything. I was scared of losing. I couldn't sleep that night. I cried a lot in my pray asking for Allah to give him, to give us, a second chance. Wires full on his body scared me. He looked pale. All of us just could not stop praying. My parents and his wife must have been in the toughest time. Alhamdulillah Allah is almighty, He is the greatest listener, the  most gracious and the most merciful, my brother survived from the virus. Alhamdulillah ya Allah!

Not long after that, my december 2014 exam result was released in February and I failed one paper (Taxation paper). It was horrible. My dad replied me in the next day. It was /very/ horrible. I ate a lot that day. lol. But you know who made my February beautiful ? 

Tablo from Epik High NOTICED ME !!!!!!! AND HE QUOTED THE TWEET AND SAID "WOW" AND A THUMB UP. !!!! I was shaking when the notification popped up. It was amazing ! He was the first korean celeb ever that noticed me !

Then, march came and SHINee had their first Tokyo Dome for 2 days. I streamed for the whole 2 days. It was fun because live stream (audio) plus live updates on twitter makes you feel like you actually attended the concert. March is my most favourite month ever. Why ? Tokyo dome is one. The second reason is  SHINee IN MALAYSIA FOR SEPANG RACE CONCERT !!!!!!! I totally crossed my lifetime goal. 

This is even more and more amazing. I still feels bad we could not make them feels welcomed down here. Who told you to come out from different gate ?!!!! hahaha. But this one, would be a lie if I never, not even once feel sinful for going to this. I am still reflecting on this. I had just went to one and only concert in my life, and I felt so guilty, so sinful, so dirty. How can others easily go to many concerts ? (with a very expensive tickets). However, it was such a very very very great memory I would keep and I had withdrawal like monthssss

A month later, I hit another jackpot.

 

LEE MINHO, people !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks to my height and yea thanks to you two girls infront of me who were so tall (and why are you wearing a big hat ?!!!) I could barely see him. but, HE WAS SO SO SO HANDSOME GUYS !!!!!!! We did not stand too far from the stage. But he looked awkward af. lol. This is a free event and in a middle of a shopping mall. So many people stop by. It was horrible. They won't stop pushing and pushing. I wanna cursed right there. ugh. Not worth spending hours standing there. 

Move on to May, where we had a so-called reunion of our june 2013 batch. Or more like, oh-you-were-in-this-batch-? event. The purpose was to mingle mingle but i think it just made we know who were in this batch lol. For me who wasn't an outdoor person, it was fun I got to breath the outdoor air, did something like this, so yea, it was awesome. Video available on youtube if you want to check it out.

 

Then we had our final exam blahblah, I wrote about it on my previous post.

And I had a full ramadhan at home which is a bless ! Who would have thought you could have a full ramadhan after you enrolled in university. weeeeeeee. Another bless in this month was I could iftar with my friend (for the first time) and I DROVE MYSELF TO THE RESTAURANT ! Which made it even more amazing because I am such a coward driver and I even haven't renew my licence yet at that time.

and later in raya, for the first time as well, me and my taqwans gurls when out for raaayaaaaaa. Pretty much we could made this happened because everyone got their license (and me who haven't renew it yet still drive it outside my neighbourhood) lol. It was amazing I got to visit my friends' houses for the first time tho we have been friends for yearsssssssssss.



and finally August. The time has come. June 2015 exam results. This time, I took 3 papers as 1 paper repeated. The good news, I passed my repeated paper (alhamdulillah) but the bad news, I failed the other two papers. My dad checked the result for me because I have gone insane that day. I cried a lot in front of my dad, my family and even my nephew was speechless when he saw me crying. Sent my dad to the airport later that day, he hugged me tightly as we bid our farewell. I didn't know what to do. I could feel my brain cracked because I bang my head hard thinking what to do. Sigh. Then I decided to resit for the financial reporting paper which I left everything behind after exam. Good decision. hmmmm.

However, in the same month, I participated in such a good event which I never had before. It was called Neon night : charity run. I was devastated with my result and class registration so I missed the last day of registration for the run. Luckily, there're empty slots under deloitte which they have paid but there's no people to join. So I gave my name quickly. Got a medal and certificate weee.



Next, in september, It started with such a very very good day. I won the giveaway for shinee's album !!!!!!!!!! My first win ever and first shinee album for me. And I got taemin's photocard waaahaaaaaaa. So so so so amazing !!!!



Later that week, I resit for my failed paper in june exam. The exam was in midterm break. When people when for the break, I was stressing myself to study for the exam together with my other roommate. It was sad to see the other rooms were emptied because of the break. hmm. And my nephew came to KL. I miss my nephews a lot but I couldnt go home because of the exam. Guess what they did, they made a surprise to me !!!! Totally unexpected. It was so so so surprising !

In the month of october, obviously the month I anticipated lol. It was my birthdayyyyyyy !! I wrote in previous post how happy I was. Oh yes, updated presents from nana, nad and my sister. What have I done to deserve a present from you guys eventho my birthday has passed so long ago. :(( However, unlike other years of my birthday month, there's storm this time. A week after my birthday, September exam result was released. I /failed/ again. sigh. My brothers teased me a lot, damn those guys. hahaha. But then I realised, that's what a true sibling do. (there's this one scene in one episode of reply 1988 reminds me of  them)

Move onnnn to november. Nothing much special happened in this month but nadiah's birthday. We had a simple surprise for her. A very very very simple one. It was unplanned because nik and dali totally make this a surprise. even myself surprised with them. LOL.

It was very simple I told ya but yea, mission success !! HPBD Nad, sorry I haven't buy your present yet. Be patient yah.

November is all about study week. I locked my laptop in the locker for more than a week !!! That pretty much an achievement of me ! You know how I couldn't seperate with my laptop. He got a name and it's Latip. It was previously Nam Joohyuk but I totally forgot it and later Nik reminded me. nvm. Later, I need the laptop to do my revision. SAY NO MORE TO JAIL !

Enough of flashback. Back to present month, December. A week before the exam, my parents stay in a hotel in subang for a wedding, so I took the chance to relieve myself because the hotel got a swimming poooooolll. I love a hotel with swimming pool which it was only me and my family conquered the pool lol. And we even played tourist there. Gotta say this is a short getaway eventhough my parents came for a wedding.

Had exam for two days. I . Don't. Want. To. Talk. About. It.

What a bless in this month, my parents came to fetch me!!!! Usually, it was my brothers and I took a flight to go home. But this time, they came to send my lil bro to Dengkil and brought me back home. See how God's plan was so perfect !

and I'm now home sweet homeeeeeeeee

I pretty much spent a lot of my time babysitting my nephew. This week was pretty hard because my sil was warded for 4 days. So I have to babysit my nephew for the whole 4 days. I couldn't catch my my drama at all ! lol.


I kept on telling myself that I failed 3 times this year that It makes my 2015 looks bad. But as I reflected myself, I shouldn't be sad for that one failure and forgot the other nikmat that Allah gave to me. While I was reflecting, I realised, wow, Allah gave me a lot, A LOT of things that make me happy and I forgot to be grateful for it. You can't ask for a sunshine everyday. There's gotta be storm in our life so that we go back to our creator. Even if you want a rainbow, you gotta face rainstorm and thunder first. Failing not always a bad thing. It makes us to go back to our creator and reflect a lot for the sins we have done. Plus, you got a double knowledge while studying for the failed paper. That's a bonus to our knowledge and to ourselves !

I would like to share this one page from my new favourite book, 365 by Dr. Anwar Fazal that was recommended by my sil. It totally hit me hard and makes me goes "ouch ! snap me"

Have a bless year-end and have a happy new year everyone !