Techno my baby

Few months ago, I came back home during my midterm break (was it?) and found that some of the keys of my keyboard were broken. The important keys on top of that !! It was dissapointing but I thought "it's okay. we will get it repair". But I didn't have time to take him to the workshop. It was around the middle keys starting note C until F. Most of the songs used that chords. It was bitter to play River Flows in You when some keys were silent :((

For this semester break, I pushed myself to bring him out. Went to the workshop where I used to send him for repair few years ago. We left him there for a check up. The uncle said he will call if he finished. 2 days silent. On the 3rd day which is the first day of Ramadhan, I called the workshop asking for my baby.

"How uncle?"

"oh. I can't repair your keyboard. The (i couldnt heard the name) were broken and there's no spare part for that. So, I can't repair your keyboard"

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You know how heartbroken I was when I hung up the phone call. I couldn't bring myself strong. Feels like I don't have any strength on that day (plus it's ramadhan). I was helping my mom in the kitchen before I made the phone call. I was lying down in the kitchen without helping my mom. (whining alone). Mom said,"it's okay. we buy a new one later". "but mom. keyboard is so expensive" "we can find a secondhand one" "hmmmm". The keyboard is sooooooo precious to me. Plus it was the most expensive present I ever get from my mom. My mom who is not working, doesn't have income, bought a keyboard for me. That makes it even moreeee precious. To know they keyboard is half-paralyzed, it was so terrible. I couldn't accept it. Is this a test from God ? :(

For now, I can only play few songs left hand. I tried to play River Flows In You by clicking split button for the sound of the broken keys. It was hard to adjust but still it was satisfying as long as I could play the song myself. 

This an audio of my short cover of Reset by Jinsil (School 2015 OST) which I did to recover my broken heart. 

I love you Techno. Alwayz. It was beautiful to see you in the corner.