SEMBREAK

outside the exam hall where everyone had their last revision. lol

It has been a week since I have finished my final exam for this semester. I am truly //VERY// grateful for this break. It was a tired, exhausted semester ever !! As I had one repeated paper makes me sitting for 3 papers for this semester, it was toughed. 

As I was sitting for 3 papers, the date of exam was really ..... KILLED ME !!!!! As it was paper F5 (Management Accounting), F6 (Taxation), F7 (Financial Accounting), so it was continuos 1st,2nd and 3rd June !! NO GAP AT ALL !!!! I tell you, 3 papers of ACCA for straight is really... killing. 

We had two weeks++ of study leave. Quite a lot of time but still  not enough for 3 papers. (plus SHINee made a comeback during the week... it was hectic). I woke up in the morning around 8-10 am, checked for updates, take a shower and started my day with F6. Then stopped during lunch hour for more updates while having my lunch (or sometimes I skipped lunch to play games/twitter). Continue after zohor with F7 till asar then stopped because it was no good to study after asar (excusesssss!!), so I watched music shows, updates, or sometimes I go out for dinner. Until maghrib, I started after isya' most of the times and it was F5 turns until 1-2 a.m. Checked updates before going to sleep. This routine has been repeated for 3 weeks. I HAD NO LIFE !!!!!!!!!!! -___-

First week of study leave was toughed. I had no schedule. I had nothing in my brain. I was drained. I blanked. I didn't know how to start. I continuously texted my sister asking for help. Yupp, she gave me couraged. So, I slowly made up a schedule and trying to keep up the pace. It worked (sometimes) until the D-DAY !!! Mixed feelings because I thought I got some knowledges of the F5 as I didn't bring anything from class. I couldn't stay calm. Came out from the exam hall without breathing. IT WAS //VERY VERY// TOUGH !!!!!!!! Let it go. I had to prepare for the next paper which was on the next day. 

It was a repeated paper. So I thought I was well-prepared and because of last semester, the questions were so /damn/ hard, we thought it would be easier for this semester. NO IT WAS NOT !!!!!! IT WAS A LOT LOT LOT LOT LOTTTTT TOUGHER !!!!!!!!! I slept late that night, and I didn't sleep after subuh (which I always do). Again, breathless after the exam. I was drained plus I was fasting during that day so even moreeee drained. Back to the hostel around 8 p.m. and I need to prepare for tomorrow paper which is F7. 

Now, I started to get exhausted, blanked, headache, nervous, and everything because two papers killed me entirely. one more left. I was exhausted. I was drained. I felt like my brain was flying away trying to escape. I wanted this to over quickly but I haven't prepared much yet. I thought I did during the study leaves but my brain was blanked, drained and I felt like nothing left inside after the previous two papers. Started to give up, I felt like the devils were whispering me to give up. I couldn't insert anything. I didn't know what to read, which exercises to review. I tried to sleep late but I was sooo sleepy. But then, I was afraid to close my eyes. I stared at the notes. The words were moving. I was sleepy. So, I tried to do few exercises and had a sleep. 

I woke up early the next day. around 6 a.m. prayed subuh and started my revision. I didn't take a nap at all. Our exam was on 3 p.m. and I started to get sleepy. Even during the exam, I could see the words were moving. I spent a lot of time during multiple questions because I was so sleepy. Oh yeah. Forgot to tell you, THE QUESTIONS WERE SO FREAKING HARD. VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY HARD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -___-

I thought I was going to die after the time was up. Luckily I could still walking out from the hall. Again, drained. drained. drained. I could only tawakal to Allah now. It's up to Him now. But now, all I could said was, THE EXAM WAS OVER !!!!!!!! GOD BLESS !!!!!!!! I didn't want to think about them but as now I am writing .......... bye. Our exam centre for this semester was at KDU UniCollege in Shah Alam. The exam started on 3 p.m. for 3 hours and 15 minutes but we have to go there at 12.30 p.m. and go back to the hostel at 7 p,m. So for 3 days I woke up early, get ready at 12 p.m, be at kdu until evening. Back to the hostel and started to revise for the next paper..... so exhausted....

The conclusion is, I am grateful for the semester break and alhamdulillah, our break extended until RAYA !!!!! hooyeahhhhh. FULL MONTH FASTING AT HOME HOOYEAHHHH

HAPPY HOLIDAYYYYSSSSSSSSSS TO ACCA STUDENTZZZZZZ !!!!!!