Reborn

When I decided to back to blogging with a new blog, I thought I was reborn. Reborn as a new person with great stories, great sentences, and everything. Seriously, blogging makes you have a vission at least once in a week. Which I means, whenever you go out, you have this thought of "oh I should blog about this" and then you take a lot of pictures, think of what to write while walking etc. 

That was reborn as blogger.

And as of February of 2015, I didn't expect I would reborn as a different student as well. I have a new target and new mission. Referring to the previous post, yes, I've received my exam result by email at 8.23 a.m. It was a hella nerve wrecking moment ever. But I leave it for an hour because I am too scared to open it. I received courage from my dad saying "no matter how long you wait to open it, it won't change the result". 

I am not sure how many bismillah I've recited before opening the email. And I prayed,"oh Allah, if it is a good news, alhamdulillah. If it isn't, please make me strong because I am not. Ameen".

/click/

"PASS"

"FAIL"

Allahuakbar. My heart broke into pieces. but I laughed instead of crying to make sure I am okay in front of my roommates eventhough I am not. I told my parents, my sister (personally), and family group chat while expecting for a courage words. My parents did. And I cried even more. I didn't see their face, but by reading their words, they're okay. They understand how hard ACCA is. 

I did laundry, dishes and cleaning to avoid myself in depression. And I need more, headed to McDonald to grab some foods and coffee. 

Watched Maharaja Lawak Mega Final at night to make me laugh but no, they're not that funny. =.=

But overall, I like Nabil and Sepahtu performances. Anyway, congrats Zero! :)

The next day, went to post-registration which I added the failed paper for this semester and makes me sitting for 3 papers and it is a risk, to be honest! While que-ing for the registration, saw this : 

Uploaded on twitter and tweeted,"No. Failing is awesome. You got to meet new classmates and new lectuer". (yeah, I'm so nervous on first class of it ><)

After having a breakfast, went to the library and I already stucked a note in my mind,"MUST VISIT LIBRARY EVERYDAY !"

Anyway, wish me well, guys ! 

For the reborn as a better student!