What I've been into ?

Remember my post entitle 'Penggocak Perasaan' ???

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To be honest, I still haven't get over on him. I did try. But, it doesn't work because, honestly, we I pretty much see him almost everyday. And, the day I found out he has a girlfriend (which I write about it right away in the 'Penggocak Perasaan', I found his twitter accidentally. It appeared on my timeline. So, I've been stalking him like EVERY DAY. It turned out that he doesn't have a girlfriend. In fact, he's crushing on someone. (Like seriously, a handsome guy had crush on a girl. He could just ask them out right away) 

Moreover, there're few tweets of secret meaning behind the symbols which consist of 4 letters ended with an 'a' that makes me syok sendiri. Gah. I'm such a stupid. Every night, he writes the secret letters to wish a good night. And today, I sort of figure out the secret letters. I'm 97.5% sure about it. Honestly, I haven't been this heart broken on a crush before. I already pray to Allah to help with my feelings. To show me the best answer about the guy. But, I still have to wait patiently, I guess. (That's how worst I am. I never pray for this before. oh Allah, forgive my sins ><)

Beside, I've been doing this : 

There're 5 simple steps. But, I guess, it couldn't help much for me. hummp. Anyone got any useful tips that could help me ? I'm ruined now. 

I hope that my feelings towards you will wash away !