Nafsu .

MY DAD WON'T ALLOW ME TO WORK !!

I've been asking him like twice and I'm scared to death to ask again . 

The conversation goes like this :
Me : Abah , can I work ?

Abah : For what ?

Me : I NEED MONEY !!! Unless you give me daily school allowances . keke .

Abah : What's the money for ? Umi feed you everyday , we buy you clothes, things, books etc . What's the money for ?????? *He's getting angry*

Me : I need to buy things that you can't buy for me such as iPod Touch .

Abah : What's the iPod for ?

Me : I want to listen to music ....

Abah : NAFSU JE SEMUA TU !! It's not like you're listening to Al-Quran . plus , you already have a mp3 . wasn't that enough ???

sighh ~~~ if only he knows that I want to have at least a gadget . I have no smartphone ~~ yet, I want to keep in touch with internet and I want to watch kpop videos , k-shows all the time . ~~ (Its not that he can't afford to buy it but he teach us not to use money just for to satifiying our nafsu ~)

In the end, abah is right . Nafsu je semua ni :(

xoxo